M.Ed is done what with one paper left on 11th. May. Thereafter what I should be doing is a complete haze. Maybe a visit to Bengdubi, that's where my parents are posted right now, would help in clearing my muddled up thoughts and plans and give my overworked brain a fresh lease of life.
Am now a qualified teacher but I still feel there is lot for me to learn still and that am not yet ready to don the garb of a teacher. Am still a very restless, impatient, rebellious and a spoilt brat and still in search of what I really want to do in life. Am searching desperately to try and reach a balance in my personal and professional life. Mediocracy is not my cup of tea and to willingly accept all that comes my way is not my style. I have spent enough time to learn to accept everything that comes my way and make the best of it but I have figured it out finally that that doesn't suit me and that I had enough of trying to compromise. Not anymore. Henceforth I promise myself to do as I will and to do what makes me happy. I will no longer sacrifice my wishes and desires to please anyone or for the sake of someone else. Its required to be selfish at times and am ready to be selfish. If being selfish means being happy and content at the end of the day so be it. I finally see the light at the end of the dark tunnel, a way to my salvation.
Am now a qualified teacher but I still feel there is lot for me to learn still and that am not yet ready to don the garb of a teacher. Am still a very restless, impatient, rebellious and a spoilt brat and still in search of what I really want to do in life. Am searching desperately to try and reach a balance in my personal and professional life. Mediocracy is not my cup of tea and to willingly accept all that comes my way is not my style. I have spent enough time to learn to accept everything that comes my way and make the best of it but I have figured it out finally that that doesn't suit me and that I had enough of trying to compromise. Not anymore. Henceforth I promise myself to do as I will and to do what makes me happy. I will no longer sacrifice my wishes and desires to please anyone or for the sake of someone else. Its required to be selfish at times and am ready to be selfish. If being selfish means being happy and content at the end of the day so be it. I finally see the light at the end of the dark tunnel, a way to my salvation.
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